I got into this after my back surgery when I was not able to maintain any ability to fulfill a woman. To have sex, I found a mistress online, was feminized, and used a strap-on. I loved having sex again. I have now got a wardrobe of female clothes, wig, makeup, toys, and even breast forms. I have placed ads as a sissy and have had sex with men. I was never into gay stuff, as I do love women. However, since I cannot satisfy a real woman, I have pretended to be one to satisfy my sexual appetite. Does this seem to be okay, or am I now gay?