When I was little, I was wearing panties at the time and have been wearing them ever since. I have felt that I needed to be a girl since then. I still wear all the pretty things that girls wear and feel somewhat a sissy. I would love to put on some makeup and have an understanding woman to teach me the finer points of being a woman. All the women that I have dated knew that I wore women’s clothes, but they didn't fully understand me and need someone who does.