I've been wearing panties since I was young. I would steal my sister's. I had oral once with another boy. When he caught me in my sister's panties, he said I should or he would tell. At forty-one, I have a girlfriend, but I still cross-dress and have sex with men. I should just be with men; I would be happier. I'm a girl trapped in a man's body. I love having two men at the same time; I do it well.