I've known I was gay since puberty and I love it. My biggest fantasy is to be dressed in sexy lingerie, nylons, and heels; and perform oral on a handsome, well endowed black man. I've always been attracted to black men, I find them incredibly sexy. Someday, I hope to find one who will feminize me and make me his woman. He will pass me around for his friends to use and even loan me out.